In a state of  Comfortability…

Have you ever felt that you were so in love with someone, it drove you crazy. That the feeling inside you that you feel is stronger than your own five senses. It sometimes reminds you of that fairytale love. That love that you never thought you’d have, but that’s back in the past, When I was just a little girl. Then reality hit and I was sinking ship. Trying to figure out which way should I go, How should I do this, So many If’s and Why’s. It drives you crazy. So crazy that you cry at night, face covered in pillows, head buried under blanket. No one to scream to, cry to, nowhere to go and scream to the world at the top of your lungs. Nothing. When so many people around you and yet you still have nothing? It drives you crazy. Someone get me out of this sinking ship, this burning room, these hot rods, shackled feet and all. Let me go, Let me explore and burst out with the one I love. My minds blank, running sentences and phrases mixed with sorry’s and I love you’s, that don’t make any sense. Crazy, Running miles on end just to get a quick break, so look at how frail you are. Not knowing, just doing whatever had came to mind, I destroyed myself, unknowingly, unforgivingly, just willingly. IT DRIVES YOU CRAZY!